Monday, May 07, 2007

here we go again...

well, i went to bed about 30 minutes ago. but i couldn't sleep. right now i am so stressed out i can't sleep. if i didn't have an interview (for the next level up job, which i'm not sure i want or am ready for but felt like i had to apply now or else wait a year) and my 1-year review tomorrow, i would call in sick for a mental health day. i'm sure these two things tomorrow are contributing to my stress, but they're not all of it.

i actually was sick last week, stayed home for a day, and i am pretty sure it was caused by stress. and my sickness is still lingering and i'm guessing it's because i only took 1 day off. problem is, my stress would be much greater if i had taken another day off because i'd be more behind than i already am.

anyway, nothing any of you can do about this--i need to deal with it on my own. i just couldn't sleep and thought i'd jump online and look up some advice on stress management/jobs. and thought i'd blog to get some of the emotion out. thanks for listening!

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Aww, the honesty that emanates on blogs after 10 o'clock at night! I guarantee you're not as behind as you think you are, Schmann.