p.s.

i'm sort of overwhelmed with my "calling" and if i'm supposed to be where i am right now career-wise, so big irritations like this are EXTREMELY big right now. and also i'm poor and can't afford to throw away any amount of cash, especially when it has 2 or more zeros at the end. why does stuff like this always happen to me and not to the people who can afford it?

i know my blog readers won't judge my emotional outbursts. thanks for listening.